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Classes started

For some odd reason, I’ve started to think about how death felt like. 
It didn’t feel like going to classes on the days of when you want o be lazy but I thought about it.
Did you just die and darkness covers? Or do you become a spirit or ghost? or Possibly go to heaven, or hell or become earth-bound.
I’m not sure.
I think the reason why I was thinking about it was because a childhood friend of mine passed away and I just want to ask her, what’s it like? Don’t you miss it here? You passed away so young.
But she’s in a better place now.

Anywho, my winter break has ended and my classes have started.
I’m taking 6 courses in a total of 17 credits. 
I’m also still the VP of the club, Asian American Association and we are currently processing in our events for this year. 
I am now a taken girl.
He had finally asked me out and and but I will write about it in a different post some time soon. 
Along side with my New York Trip.

My classes have started and I’m not excited happy with all of it because I have to go through these crazy winter weather in Boston. 
My university’s campus is on a hill. 
Homework is starting to roll in and i’m just thinking really hard about the summer and my summer body. 
So I plan on trying my best to be as motivated as possible to lose weight and get toned for the next 4 months and lost at least 40 pounds. Which is 10 pounds a month. 
Wish me luck !

I’ll post something soon.

P.S. I don’t want to type too much because I’ll get into it too much and I’ll get sick.
I’m currently sick with a cold or fever.
So, farewell!

Streaming (Part 2)

So in my last post, I said I would be streaming a lot more on Justin.Tv
But the program wasn’t working so great on there so I moved to Twitch.tv
So look me up 🙂 

twitch.tv/ilylpandabear

Anyways, I will definitely write a lot more some time later today. I’m just feeling a little tired and plus it’s still morning for me xD 

Finals Week

I apologize for not writing a blog post in so long.
I’ve been quite occupied with school and balancing my social life, school life, love life and my life all at the same time.
Okay, that was a complete lie.
Frankly, I have not had any inspiration to write anything at all and at one point, i felt like maybe, this is the end of it.
So you’re probably thinking, “So… today you are inspired?”

Well if you’re thinking that, then no. I am not.
I just have a couple of free time in my hands today. Even though it’s 12:17 in the morning.
I just want to walk through about my life so far with you guys.

I believe the last time I wrote something here was back in November.
I guess it wasn’t too long ago.
Sometimes, I write things without knowing.

So since November has passed, I was ready for this year to pass.
There were a couple of ups and downs in it like in any life of anyone’s.
I was preparing my last exams, last projects to go into the Spring Semester of my Sophomore year.
It’s crazy to think, but my next fall semester will be in my junior year of college.

School is going pretty well.
School work and project (mostly group work) was going pretty badly.
It was hard to work with people so are so incompetent.  Okay. That was a mean word.
But they were lazy and never did anything to get a good grade.
It was almost like that didn’t want to get a good grade.
At the end, I will not say that it was because of me that we got good grades in the ranges of As and Bs.

In my social life, I’ve made a lot of friends through a lot of events my clubs hosted with other clubs on campus. 
In the Pokemon festival my club collab with, i made a lot of friends from there.
Then it was my close friend’s birthday and we threw her a birthday party. 
And as for friends, everything is going well.
Also (something dramatic), I have ended a friendship with someone who was ignoring me for the past 6 months. But that is a story for another day. But she wasn’t worth any of my confusion and pain.
I have been playing a lot of Animal crossing and Pokemon so if anything (comment for Friend IDs and such)

As for my love life…. ugh. I don’t even know. Personally, I have no idea what’s happening between us.
I’m confused but yet happy and sad on the same time.
A lot of good things turned into a bad mess and as of today, things haven’t been what I wanted it to be.

Anyway, this weekend, I plan to decorate my house inside and out with Christmas things because Christmas and winter is my favorite holiday and season. 
I enjoy snow very much even if I get sick easily. I don’t mind looking at it from a distance or from a window.
I plan to wrap all my gifts tomorrow and work on all my final projcts and study hard for the only exam I’m afraid of (CALCULUS).

Please comment for any topics or anything you would like to read about.

Another thing is that I’m rethinking about blogging online again (like in my BLOGTV) but on Justin.tv
So, please look forward for that.

1st post, June 6, 2013

Hi, I’ve always wanting to have a place where I can share my life and idiotic stories of my mistakes and the things I’ve regretted. Though many would think that this would be a bad idea, but I believe it’ll take a lot of stress off my shoulders.

I used to have Tumblr and in the beginning like all relationships, it was a nice run, but a short one. It became a place of photography and it was hard because a lot of people weren’t all that welcoming.

I do not have any expectations in having a nice warm welcome here either. That’s the truth. But I… I guess I can actually type and not give a damn anymore.