Summer

So, I have finished finals and hell… I think I did alright, not the best, but alright. I ended up with good grades, or will….a gpa higher than a 3.0. So that’s good.

I’ve been done with school for about a week now and it’s been quite tough for me. I’ve been trying my best to lose weight. Its hard to be an active person if you have to babysit a lot and your parents make unhealthy foods. 
Anywho, after finals, my friends and I had a  end of the year party. It was awesome and my boyfriend came (yes, we’re still together) and after that I had double dates and motived myself to work out every morning and run or jog for at least 3 to 5 miles every day. It’s not easy.
I’m also on the bootea teatox and it’s really easy to manage. So I’m glad I decided to do this one. I’m trying get my best not to eat meat so I can lose weight faster.
After that, I had club meetings and also a friends birthday today. It was a good day.

But on the back of my head, I’ve been thinking a lot about my relationship. We stumble through a lot of problems, such as breaking up and not loving each other anymore. Thing is, it’s more of a unrequited love. He doesnt. And I do. Simple as that.

We came to the conclusions of our flaws and what we do that make things worse and actually rebuilding everything that was destroyed. But how can you rebuild something when two people doesn’t feel the same way about each other.
Honestly, I feel like he and I are just crawling through crumbs of what we had build before we both loved each other, to find one another to love. And once we can love, we can start building.
He’s not the type to want to listen about my week or about my life. I hope one day, he will want to hear about my life and about me. I feel like all he wants is me being skinny. Or losing weight. I want someone that loves me for me. Not for something I will become later.

I haven’t talked to him about these things. But, maybe he’ll decided to pass by to see what I’m writing.

Because I can’t or not even allowed to talk to my own boyfriend about my life and frustrations, I talk to other friends. And there’s 3, from all other that country. And 1, near me. But it’s hard to choose friends that will tell you either what you want to hear, what you want to forget, what you mistaken, or what you should realize.

Well time for bed. Sleeping late will also make me fat. Sigh. 

Free event in Boston, Ma? Whaaaaatt??

Hello fellow bloggers and hopefully you guys are also in Boston~

Hi you guys 
I’m the Vice President of AAA (Asian American Association) at Suffolk University.
We would like to invite you to our free event on February 7th, 2014 at 7 pm.
Doors open at 6 pm.
It’s a showcase that we host every year with free food, dancing, singing, and win prizes !

The show is called Chinese New Year Celebration.
I will link you guys about it down below for the details!
Please let us know on our event page if you’re attending.

https://www.facebook.com/events/639027699493372/

Hope to see you there!!

Classes started

For some odd reason, I’ve started to think about how death felt like. 
It didn’t feel like going to classes on the days of when you want o be lazy but I thought about it.
Did you just die and darkness covers? Or do you become a spirit or ghost? or Possibly go to heaven, or hell or become earth-bound.
I’m not sure.
I think the reason why I was thinking about it was because a childhood friend of mine passed away and I just want to ask her, what’s it like? Don’t you miss it here? You passed away so young.
But she’s in a better place now.

Anywho, my winter break has ended and my classes have started.
I’m taking 6 courses in a total of 17 credits. 
I’m also still the VP of the club, Asian American Association and we are currently processing in our events for this year. 
I am now a taken girl.
He had finally asked me out and and but I will write about it in a different post some time soon. 
Along side with my New York Trip.

My classes have started and I’m not excited happy with all of it because I have to go through these crazy winter weather in Boston. 
My university’s campus is on a hill. 
Homework is starting to roll in and i’m just thinking really hard about the summer and my summer body. 
So I plan on trying my best to be as motivated as possible to lose weight and get toned for the next 4 months and lost at least 40 pounds. Which is 10 pounds a month. 
Wish me luck !

I’ll post something soon.

P.S. I don’t want to type too much because I’ll get into it too much and I’ll get sick.
I’m currently sick with a cold or fever.
So, farewell!

Topic: New Years’ Resolutions

Most people would set goals for themselves for the New Year and most would just give up even before they start.
I will be going into the last semester of my sophomore year of college and I’ve never been so excited. So let me explain my resolutions for you. Like every other year, I plan to lose weight. But the difference between this year and the last year and years before that, I fell in love.
This year, I want to feel happy for myself and do the best as much as I can.
My goal is to lose at least 45 pounds in my body before the summer.
I want to get better grades, though I have already achieved very good grades in my last semester, but I want to try so hard that I can get my scholarship back.
One of my other resolutions is to find a great internship suitable for me and from there i can work my way up to my career so I can figure out my future.

Though, I can sound like any other person who is all talk and is all confident right in the beginning. But this year will be different.
Again, I said it again. I made myself sound like everyone else.
I’m not any different.
But, I want to be a person that could finish what I started.
From this post, I hope everyone had a very good break and new years.

I also hope everyone had made some resolutions for yourself and follow up to it.
I’m leaving to New York City tomorrow.
I didn’t go all out on packing but I am a girl.

As a girl, I know this is weird, but i change in 3 outfits everyday and I change my undergarments about 2 to 3 times a day as well. This shows that I’m a weird person. Or just normal for you guys.
I will definitely take a lot of photos since I will be there for 5 days and 4 nights.
I also start classes the week after on Monday.
I’m too afraid to look for the books I need to buy.
I’m also afraid to getting into my classes as well. I will be having 6 courses and I felt sad when I found out I won’t be able to have to much time with the person I love.

Maybe he’ll enjoy the space.
But I’ll certainly feel a little lonely without him. 

On the edge of November

I’m almost done with classes for my 1st semester as a sophomore college student. 
And yes, being 20, doesn’t feel any different.

As of right now, I’m stressing out a lot.
I was stressing over presentations, about xmas gifts, people’s birthdays, thanksgiving dinners (i have 2 to go to), dates, the weather, my classes, and final exams. 

I’m playing leagues right now but I will write more soon.

Promise

NYC Trip

I’m leaving at 830 from Boston tomorrow to go on my one night NYC trip. Most people would ask me, “Why are you only staying there for one night?”

I have a lot of reasons for that my friends. 
One, I have no money.
Two, I have no money.
Three, I have no money.

The next question would be, “Why do you even bother going then?” Well, I got reasons for that too.

One, I promised my older sister.
Two, it’s summer.
Three, I love to travel.

Good enough for ya? 🙂 
I can’t wait to get my massage and go shopping with my older sister. And plus, it’s a sister bonding trip.
I also have like 2 more months of summer. I wish I can find a job quickly so I can go out with my friends and travel.
I barely have any money to support my needs.

Sad Life.
True Life of a sad jobless, with many plans for the future like moving to an apartment and trip, college student.